me in my formal clothes for presentation.woke up real early today. had to prepare myself for the presentation. i was feeling nervous. and futhermore, it was raining. the cold is juz unbearable. i juz couldnt stop shaking. even the heater seems to be not working. the hot water somehow became a lil bit cold. tsk3. so yeah. was jumping up and down to make sure i feel warm enuf. lol. anw, dress myself up. run out of gel!!!! urgh. so yeah, use cream to make my hair a lil neat. last resort seh. so yeah.
i dunnoe whether to tuck in my clothes or to tuck it out. pikiran btol arh. so finali, i gave up and juz tuck out my shirt. walked to the busstop. ppl smiled at me. i smiled back. weird! why would ppl smile at me for no reason? do i look weird? urgh watever. i dun care. i was too nervous to tink boud it. tried to slp in the train to forget all those worries. it was kinda hard. everytime i slp, i had dis weird thoughts boud me forgetting my lines and the ppl will bombard me wif all kind of ridiculous qn. haha. arrived sch arnd 7.55am. went to the toilet to tuck in my shirt. and somehow, i forgot to use the belt. urgh. belt pon leh lupa kai. apadah faz. so yeah. went to class after that. with every step i took, the nervous in me rises. i could hardly breathe easily. i was feeling cold, confused and sleepy. the moment i enter class, all those nervousness rush into my body. i was shaking from head to toe. i was the oni student in class. the others have not arrived yet. Ms Kujala ask me to load my powerpoint slides into the cpu. she heard me breathing loudly. she ask me if i was ok. i said yeah. haha. and so, arnd 8.15, a few of my classmates arrived and i will have to presnt first wihin a few mins. during those few mins, i was reading every surah that i ever noe. i feel more relaxed and comfortable after that. then it was the moment of truth. i stepped up to the platform. i noe i have to give it my all. so i say bismillah at least 3 times before i begin my speech.
start off my speech quite good to be honest. i was feeling confident. i had practise lots of time wif my buddies. so yeah, and wats more? my topic is soccer. my speciality!! haha. so i gave my speech arh for like 8 mins. i exceeded the time limit lar of 7 min. how can so short one? i got tonnes of stuff to say boud soccer like the offside rule and stuff. explaining the offside rule took me quite a long time. i had to ensure the audience reali reali reali understand the term and how it can effects the game. the last part was Q&A session. i tink i am reali blessed to noe all the anwser to the question given to me. like wat will happen if a manager protest a referee decision and wat is the most common injuries and stuff. and when i end my speech, i went out if the class and shouted " NO MORE OC PRESENTATION!!!" haha. finalli i was back to normal. then i entered back into class and look at my fwen's presentation. i bombard every ppl presenting wif all kinds of qn. i wanna more marks for myself lar. haha. then after everybody had present, Ms Kujala gave us our grade. and suddenly, i was feeling nervous once again. she said tat i interrupted the audience when they were asking me qn. i was too soft. as in not loud enuf. but on the other hand, she said my language skill and grammar is superb. she likes the way i interact wif the audience. she likes my powerpoint slides which is neat and tidy and says i could have done better wif my conclusion. and lastly, she said my knowledge boud soccer is magnificent. AHAHA. baik arh faz. gua salute bersamamu! and she gave me an A!!! she took some marks away cos of mu soft voice. shucks! i could have got a distinction. but hey! an A is great for me. *pat on the back*.
after OC, i had mechanics practical test. i didnt reali study enuf for the paper and so, i had some difficulty. i juz do anyhow arh. i had no clue on wat to do so within 10 mins, i give up and submit my paper. waited for my buddies outside the class. i am not reali tat close to my poly buddies. i am also a lil anti-social lar. mcm smudger juga. haha. sowie smudge. u influence me (:
went to foodcourt 4 to have breakfast. it was freezing cold lar. even me wearing a long sleeve shirt is no use. it can hardly keep me warm. urgh. it was still raining lar during 1pm. but still go to the mosque lar. saw dis pakcik at the busstop wif an umbrella. ask him if he can share the umbrella wif me as i dun wanna get wet lor. and he said sure. yippee!! after prayers, went to T1644 to play computer games. lepak if my members till 3.30pm. then i left them and went to take the train to harbourfront. it was still raining heavily lar. dinie class ended late so i had to wait for her for quite a while lar. but dah biasa lar. and she has helped me so much lar. she bought this mare's milk product from me. i had 4 bottles left to be sold. any takers? anw, went to vivo first. but when she told me she wanna eat yong tau foo, i told her not to eat at vivo banquet. it taste disgusting. haha. so instead, we went to harbourfront banquet. had a lil difficulty in finding it. haha. dinie was sleepy and tired lar. kecian dia. and ouh, she kol me smart mamat i tink. haha.
at banquet, we both went to the yong tau foo stall. we chose our food. dinie was like " i dun wanna eat fried food. my thoat kering. i wanna eat tomato! but i wanna eat tofu" and she was treating the yong tau foo place like a market lar. AHAHA. she checks the tomato to see if its fresh or not. lol. paid for the food and we went to ate it. sold her my mare's milk. she was expecting a bottle of milk. this tablet has quite a few good stuff in it. it gives u the sexual drive and more. haha. woopsie. anw,she bought for me teh tarik after tat. i told her i was suppose to give her a treat and instead, she gave me a treat lak. urgh. then her mum told dinie that she was at banquet. my heart thump like hell. i was super scared. haha. she told me to relax. saying her mum is much diff from her dad. so yeah, upon reaching the station, we went our separate ways.
both of us wanna puke lar. haha. we feel so full and stuff. lol.
in the train, i was feeling sleepy,dizzy and tired. no seats so i had to stand all the way. and it was still raining when i reached pasir ris. ouh wth. pls dun rain tmr. i wanna help ikah wif her i-guides tmr. haha. bye
HANA KIMI;
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