damn sad today. one of my bestest friend who i can depend on has left to dubai today. i am toking boud azura of course. i reali reali miss the times when me,din and azura hang out together. even though i noe that i am not as special as dinie to her, but still.. the thought of her leaving behind reali make me sad. i am actuali like nutink to her lar, but no matter wat, i still treat her wif tender loving care. i noe i am a nuinsance to u and i make u guilty always boud sumtink. i am sorie. but i promise i will change since i knew the real reason why i made u feel guilty. u do not have to tell me. i had figured it all out. once again,i am sorie. and when i saw u hug ur mum,dinie and ur bro. lots of thoughts occur in my mind. the love they had given u. how special and unique they are to u. its juz so sweet lar. tats the reason why tears started pouring seh. some more when din cried. azura's mum had to pujuk her. i cant reali tahan. but i told myself to chill and stuff. ok,i am toking crap here. i noe i am being emo and stuff but so what? dis is my blog. my blog = my say. deal wif it. there is actuali one very important question i still need to ask u. am i juz an extra figure in ur life or sumtink? i dun mind if u say yes. well yeah. i am gonna miss u like fuck and i juz cant wait for december to come. i reali syg u sis!!!