Friday, August 11, 2006
woke up late today as i had no class today..received a msg from yana..she asked me if i wanna study wif her in sch together and after that,played bowling wif her..since i cant study at home,cos its too noisy,i mite as well study in sch..much quieter i guess..how wrong was i to study in sch..haha..u will noe why in a few minutes..
reached dover arnd 1.15pm..waited for yana and amirul at fc5..yana and kin were shocked to see my new hairstyle..kin said its nice whereas yana said its weird..lolz..its not my fault..barber salah potong sak..anw,went to get our sp bowling shirts..its black in colour..cool!!..but its kind of plain urh..except that it has a logo of sp and stuff..so much for 20 bucks..daylight robbery siol..anw,went to bizit library to study..plan to study e-materials..but somehow,yana influenced me by telling me not to study in school and asked me to study at home..i was like wtf?..tot she wanna study sia..exam next wk aje..so since they all had no mood to study,we might as well played bowling at spgg..my first 2 games were ok,but once it reached my 3rd game,my form deteriorate like hell..sux man..my hand is so sweaty..had to rub my hand on my jeans everytime i bowl..i hate sweaty pumps..after bowling,we went to meet shikin at the dover mrt station..amirul got off at outram park..me and yana dropped off at tampines as we planned to meet atikah,emi,afiq and fasha at tp..yana was fasting so we planned to break our fast together..
tp library is mighty huge to be honest..much more exciting than sp library..had scv channels too!!..cool sak..anw,surf the net at tp using afiq's account..went to youtube to watch some stuff..yana and i were laughing as we watch japanese english..mighty hilarious..heh..then it was time to make our way to tm..took bus 15 to go there..watch singapore idol in the bus..wanna noe sumtink?..i dun tink joakim deserved to stay in the contest..he cant sing..let yana replace u dude..she can sing..ryte yana?..haha..went to buy my wax at tampines mall..tm ryte guys?..i dunnoe..haha..anw,the wax was expensive..wat to do?..din told me to use wax for my hair..so i listen to her lor..then it was time to break yana fast..ate at ljs..ate combo 1 as the grilled cajun chicken is finished..ran out of chicken i guess..too tired to chase after the chicken i tink..heh..then atikah arrived..the crappy gal..crap arnd wif them..me,afiq and atikah make all kind of sick jokes..haha..
why do u always have to interfere my life?..its not like i am falling in love wif her..i am in love wif someone else for ur info..but wat is love to me aniway?..i dun treasure it..i regret it..but me and her are oni cousins..nutink more than tat..why dun u juz get it?..u promised me tat u wud changed..but haf u?..u lied to me..both of u lied..and when i get to noe the truth boud u two,it brokes my heart into bits of pieces..nvr do i expect u two to do tat..why oh why?..i am confused..but no matter wat,i will always love the both of u no matter wat..u are my bestie..
and as for her,i guess i dont stand a chance..feelings for her is still deep in my heart,but am i wasting my time on her..some ppl may say yes,some ask me not to give up..i dunnoe wat to do..will u ever gimme a chance to be wif u?..but lots of guys are attracted to u..i noe i dun stand a chance..not even one bit..u oni noes tat i treat u as my best fwen..i dun even noe if u realise tat..all the tinks i sacrifice for u juzz to make u happi..but i failed terribly..i nvr make u happi..not even once..i juz wanna see the day where i will make u smile..i wanna see us being together..will tat day come?..god oni noes..but i noe tat u will be always my eyecandy in my heart..i will never forget the day when i saw u wif him..u broke my heart..i will nvr forget the day u upset me..
HANA KIMI;
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