it has been a while since i last chatted wif her. to be exact, it has been 14 days. i have seek forgiveness from all the person that i had done wrong to. but yeah, this person here, i reali reali regretted for the way i lied and treated her. i dunnoe how i shd approached her to forgive me but on the other hand, she has already stated that she will nvr forgives me and will act as if she nvr knew me. so yeah. chances of her forgiving me? -1,000,000% so yeah. but no matter what, i am still developing to be a better guy and a better trustful friend.
HANA KIMI;
xX 9:27 PM
From our lives' beginning on
we are pushed in little forms
no one asks us how we like to be
in school they teach you what to think
but everyone says different things
but they're all convinced that
they're the ones to see
[Bridge:]
So they keep talking and they never stop
and at a certain point you give it up
so the only thing that's left to think is this
[Chorus:]
I want out--to live my life alone
I want out--leave me be
I want out--to do things on my own
I want out--to live my life and to be free
People tell me A and B
they tell me how I have to see
things that I have seen already clear
so they push me then from side to side
they're pushing me from black to white
they're pushing 'til there's nothing more to hear
[Bridge:]
But don't push me to the maximum
shut your mouth and take it home
'cause I decide the way things gonna be
[Chorus:]
I want out--to live my life alone
I want out--leave me be
I want out--to do things on my own
I want out--to live my life and to be free
There's a million ways to see the things in life
a million ways to be the fool
in the end of it, none of us is right
sometimes we need to be alone
[Solo: Kai/Both]
No no no, leave me alone
[Chorus:]
I want out--to live my life alone
I want out--leave me be
I want out--to do things on my own
I want out--to live my life and to be free
HANA KIMI;
xX 3:31 PM
Tuesday, February 27, 2007
juz like hanis said. i am a lazy bum. thx arh gal. haha. went out to meet her jap juz now. teach her maths and stuff. yeah u noe. the usuals. then lepak at the park jap. chit chat and stuff. so yeah, i make new fwens quite easily huh. haha yeah.
bored bored bored!!!
HANA KIMI;
xX 11:51 PM
Saturday, February 24, 2007
somebody has juz turn 18 juz now seh. weewit. haha. better study hard and dun be notty notty tau. and yeah, i have nvr regret to noe u in my life. u have been a special fwen to me. u gave me all the trust whereas other dont. tat is reali sumtink to be honest. and i dunnoe how to thank u for tt. but hey, dis is no time for me to emo emo here. heh. enjoy dis day to the max ayte. dun ruin dis day. heh. happy bdae again dinie (: and yeah. thx for everytink and i mean everytink.
HANA KIMI;
xX 12:02 AM
Friday, February 23, 2007
hahaha!! i was laughing like fck when i read the headlines. damn effing funny lar. kuranghansem btol lar lille. nak cari pasal aje. dah kalah buat hal kalah arh. rilek one corner, on lagu teletubbies atau gi lar tgk barney and friends keper. sheesh. and there is still more.
Lille also face being fined for the behaviour of their players, who threatened to walk off the pitch after the goal.
haaaaaaa~ nie lar akibat nye jika anda tak tahu tutup mulut anda dan duduk diam diam bila kamu sudah kalah. kalo nak jalan dari field tu, beri lar salam dulu ke apa. ni tk. lagi lagi krg tuan rumah sak. the guest shd be leaving first. not the tuan rumah. aiseytimah. mana krg nye manners. double sheesh.
Lille's director general Xavier Thuilot has pointed the finger at United, claiming their early distribution of tickets allowed high-quality fakes to be produced.
nie lar si alexander xavier thuilt toilet to the left side of the pitch ( nama panjang si anak bedah nie ) pon nak make matter worst. jual ticket salah. tk jual salah. pentan lar nie. aiyoh org org perancis nie. gila lar. aku jadi cicakman gi attack krg. arh kao. drg attack aku the apa nama spray tu? erm shieldtox eh? aku rasa lar. ouh anw. mati juga aku kalo drg spray benda tu. aiseykebab dgn cili sauce.
Meanwhile, Damien Vanoise, the head of security at the stadium, has accused United fans of sparking the problems by 'violent behaviour'.
damien dammit vanoise very the noisy u noe ( nie pak Long nye cucu ) ada blame united fans. walaoeh. tsk3. i got no comment. merepek lar they all. urgh. biar lar drg membebel.
HANA KIMI;
xX 5:32 PM
Thursday, February 22, 2007
aku leh bet bila hamdan tgh baca benda nie, dia punya kening naik lar eh. dun play play. kau pernah nampak dia tk naik angin bila tgh mengamuk kat itik, beruk dgn si mancis tu? haaaaaa~ ini hanya org org bdk 4/6 aje tahu. anda mahu tahu? sila dial satu pat pat buka seluar nampak pantat.
aku pon fed up lar oi dgn bdk bdk lille. dgr dgr drg bdk eh. abeh! merajok sak drg bila ref kasi manu gol. ada drg mcm bdk 5 tahun. they were like " i dun wanna play wif u anymore. u so bad! hmph" haha! mcm bdk2 lar eh. grow up lar org org perancis. krg nie sumer tkda sportmanship lar. where is the love beybeh?
One love - for the mother's pride
One love - for the times we cried
One love - gotta stay alive
I will survive
One love - for the city streets
One love - for the hip-hop beats
One love, Oh I do believe
One love is all we need
haaaaaa~ nyanyi lar kwn kwn lille ku. krg admit aje lar manu lebih bagus. dun shy shy. ada krg ada initiative utk complaint kepada UEFA. krg pikr UEFA bapak krg nye anak nye datuk nye pakcik nye kwn per? aiseybedah. darah aku up up and away lar tgk krg perangai cm nie. dgr dgr krg nak ikot mcm thailand eh. dah kalah dgn singapore, merajok. tk abes abes merajok. sheesh
apa lar faz kau merepek? kau bobal world lar. nie entry spesial punya. mana ada krg nampak aku bobal melayu pat sini. aku rasa kalo dinie baca, dia panggial aku mat sak. 150% mat sia. haaaaaa~ k lar krg. aku nye bulu ketiak dah naik. dah signal utk aku utk tido. so yeah. kalo aku free. aku kasi krg tgk video bapok. lagu my hump malay version pon blh. kol aku kalo krg nak. 999. aku nye member akan jawab utk krg lar eh.
eh dah lar faz. mepek sial kau. k bye.
Late at night I'm still wide awake
Feel this is far more than I can take
I thought my heart could never break
Now I know that's one big mistake
HANA KIMI;
xX 11:19 PM
Wednesday, February 21, 2007
i juz love going out with this special friend of mine :)
she is the type who always crack me up with all kind of jokes. she told me boud the mahathir joke. damn funny lar! i was kinda slow to get the joke lar. even after she told me the anwsers, i still dun quite get it lor. so yeah. anw!
waited for smudger at city hall at 1.30pm. her hair was damn flat and she didnt use wax for once. haha! and she kol me emo for the way i dress up. haha watever smudge! she send me the song my hump. a malay version sang by a minah. want to hear the song? can! juz ask me for the song. it is a minah singing it btw. and ouh! fasha is addicted to the song. haha. kinda shocking lar. she dont usually like this type of songs. ouh wth. anw, i played the song quite loudly on the escalator lar. and got this two minah standing behind us. laughing! they somehow also heard the songs. and the both of us were so paiseh lar. smudger was like malu lar walking beside me. she laughed out so loud lar. rabak sia! haha.
we used the word sia a lot today. influenced by her lar. somehow, it also reminds me of fasha using tt word. haha. smudge say if chinese were to like marah, they will say "wat sia??" if malay? "bastard sia". i wonder wat tamil ppl will say. hmm. for me to noe and for u to find out and tell me (:
we saw lots of mats and minahs lar today. and everytime we see any of them, smudge will be like " eh tat one ur fwen arh? ". she always has dis belief tt one day, i will be a damn mat. haha! nvr ever will be like them.
so yeah, bought tickets to the movie norbit. the verdict? damn kekek sia!!! i cant believe the amount of imagination they put in. it was so damn funny lar. but there are some part also lar tat i dun quite understand. me and her were like huh? wat they toking? so yeah. paham2 je lar. eddie murphy could win the grammy awards. haha! my top 10 fav actor for sure.
soon after the movie, i ask her where she wanna eat. and her reply? YONG TAU FOO!!! haha. so low class sia. which ppl wanna celebrate their bdae eating yong tau foo? it may be my fav food pon lar but, this aint the right occasion to eat it. so i told her why not eat at swensens. she keep on disagreeing arh. then i told her " ok lar, u go to food loft and i will bring u the tink i order for u ltr." and she was like " i dun wanna go lar. i feel so lost the last time i come here." heh. kecian. so she had no choice but to follow me and eat at swensens.
in there she keep on saying she wanna smack me. and somehow!!! lagu smack that kua. haha. coincidence lar. she say this song is dedicated to me. lolz. and as usual she ate spaghetti where as me, breaded chicken isit? ouh watever. and yeah. ask smudger to wait for me while i go ask the manager sumtink.
Fazli: excuse me, i would like to surprise my fwen wif a bdae cake. her bdae is not exactly today but i was hoping that u could help me choose a cake.
Manager: ouh sure. would u like a chocolate cake? ( i nodded my head) how bout tat blackforest ice cream cake.
Fazli: yeah sure. and i was hoping too tat some of ur staff could sing her a bdae song. and can u add let say 18 candles?
Manager: yeah sure. no problem at all.
haha mission accomplished. the stuff which i had been planning for the past few nights has been going through as plan lar. haha yeah! after we finish eating our meal. it was time for smudger surprise. haha. u shd have take a look at her face lar. she was like calling me bitch for a few times. haha. her eyes were so red. as if crying as in too happy? i dunnoe haha.
she is the type who always crack me up with all kind of jokes. she told me boud the mahathir joke. damn funny lar! i was kinda slow to get the joke lar. even after she told me the anwsers, i still dun quite get it lor. so yeah. anw!
waited for smudger at city hall at 1.30pm. her hair was damn flat and she didnt use wax for once. haha! and she kol me emo for the way i dress up. haha watever smudge! she send me the song my hump. a malay version sang by a minah. want to hear the song? can! juz ask me for the song. it is a minah singing it btw. and ouh! fasha is addicted to the song. haha. kinda shocking lar. she dont usually like this type of songs. ouh wth. anw, i played the song quite loudly on the escalator lar. and got this two minah standing behind us. laughing! they somehow also heard the songs. and the both of us were so paiseh lar. smudger was like malu lar walking beside me. she laughed out so loud lar. rabak sia! haha.
we used the word sia a lot today. influenced by her lar. somehow, it also reminds me of fasha using tt word. haha. smudge say if chinese were to like marah, they will say "wat sia??" if malay? "bastard sia". i wonder wat tamil ppl will say. hmm. for me to noe and for u to find out and tell me (:
we saw lots of mats and minahs lar today. and everytime we see any of them, smudge will be like " eh tat one ur fwen arh? ". she always has dis belief tt one day, i will be a damn mat. haha! nvr ever will be like them.
so yeah, bought tickets to the movie norbit. the verdict? damn kekek sia!!! i cant believe the amount of imagination they put in. it was so damn funny lar. but there are some part also lar tat i dun quite understand. me and her were like huh? wat they toking? so yeah. paham2 je lar. eddie murphy could win the grammy awards. haha! my top 10 fav actor for sure.
soon after the movie, i ask her where she wanna eat. and her reply? YONG TAU FOO!!! haha. so low class sia. which ppl wanna celebrate their bdae eating yong tau foo? it may be my fav food pon lar but, this aint the right occasion to eat it. so i told her why not eat at swensens. she keep on disagreeing arh. then i told her " ok lar, u go to food loft and i will bring u the tink i order for u ltr." and she was like " i dun wanna go lar. i feel so lost the last time i come here." heh. kecian. so she had no choice but to follow me and eat at swensens.
in there she keep on saying she wanna smack me. and somehow!!! lagu smack that kua. haha. coincidence lar. she say this song is dedicated to me. lolz. and as usual she ate spaghetti where as me, breaded chicken isit? ouh watever. and yeah. ask smudger to wait for me while i go ask the manager sumtink.
Fazli: excuse me, i would like to surprise my fwen wif a bdae cake. her bdae is not exactly today but i was hoping that u could help me choose a cake.
Manager: ouh sure. would u like a chocolate cake? ( i nodded my head) how bout tat blackforest ice cream cake.
Fazli: yeah sure. and i was hoping too tat some of ur staff could sing her a bdae song. and can u add let say 18 candles?
Manager: yeah sure. no problem at all.
haha mission accomplished. the stuff which i had been planning for the past few nights has been going through as plan lar. haha yeah! after we finish eating our meal. it was time for smudger surprise. haha. u shd have take a look at her face lar. she was like calling me bitch for a few times. haha. her eyes were so red. as if crying as in too happy? i dunnoe haha.
icing on the cake :P
so it was time for her to go home. we went separate ways upon reaching the station. as for me, i cant wait to meet up my fwens at WS library. i had brought along half of the cake for them. so yeah. hamdan and zaidi was leaving when i arrived. so the person who gets to eat the cake arh ikah,fiq,fasha and aisha. lepak wif them at WS jap and yeah. played wif the frozen ice and stuff at the male toilet. lepak at MC and then, walked home wif fiq (:
HANA KIMI;
xX 11:32 PM
Monday, February 19, 2007
HANA KIMI;
xX 4:38 PM
Friday, February 16, 2007
HANA KIMI;
xX 11:52 AM
Monday, February 12, 2007
i am sorry for what i had done to u for the past few days.
i know i am in the wrong from the start.
i had always make u sad but u juz endured the torture i gave to u.
i know i had not been a help to u every time u ask me for help.
i am sorie for being so helpless at times.
there are times to be honest,
i dun reali understand u.
i juz want to noe u better and to make sure i understand u.
cos tat is wat true frends are.
and hey, when i say tat i am by ur side,
trust me.
i reali am.
i will really regret if i ever lose u as a fwen one day.
and i dun reali want tat to happen.
and u said i am ur punching bag kan?
hey guess wat?
u can punch me for all u want.
kick me, punch me, bite me.
do anitink tat makes u happy lar.
so yeah, forgive me oryte?
dun let this incident ruin our friendship.
friends again?
HANA KIMI;
xX 9:33 PM
Friday, February 09, 2007
i am too lazy to blod ryte now. here are some of the pics we took at vivo. had a hell of a gd time there. too bad i cant meet dinie. i told fiq tat i had dis strange feeling she was there. shd have kol her. ouh nvm. shall bring dinie and azura to meet my besties next time. (:
me carrying ikah's bag everywhere whereas fiq carries emi bag.
besties forever!!
wat is the Rock doing beside me?
aint the scenery nice?
me and my bro fiq. dinie kol us a mat! tsk3.
prison break. scofield in red. lincoln in white.
we got nutink else to do but camwhore (:
ikah and emi. future model? dont tink so. haha. 
the ghost of you.HANA KIMI;
xX 10:34 PM
Tuesday, February 06, 2007
HANA KIMI;
xX 10:09 PM
Sunday, February 04, 2007
